Utmost

wish i could be everything that everyone needs me to be plus everyone who i need to be and keep everyone happy all of the time and myself happy all in one go with no negative thoughts and still making sure i have enough money in the bank to eat and look after myself without relying on anyone else in the meantime i will do my utmost to be the very best person i can be given the situations thrown at me daily by the world as well as that i wish i had time to both learn chinese and write a book whilst also creating great artworks that will one day make someone rich and also happy to look at them, lots to do tomorrow.

• ut·most Noun   /ˈətˌmōst/
  Synonyms:

  • adjective: uttermost, extreme, ultimate, supreme, maximum, furthermost
  • noun: uttermost
  • The greatest or most extreme extent or amount
    • a plot that stretches credulity to the utmost
• ut·most Adjective   /ˈətˌmōst/
  • Most extreme; greatest
    • a matter of the utmost importance